I'm just.... spazzing. A little too tired to do it physically, but mentally... just.. OMG. LSJDF OISJERIJVSOIUJFLKSJGSHBRTJSLDJF IJFGTLSVJELKF JSODJFSOEUVROSUTOIWJSLKNAS /MAJOR KEYBOARD BASH

So anyway. For B1A4, I stood up right for 6 hours straight. Yes, you heard me. 6 hours. Not a single second of sitting or squatting in between. NO REGRETS. To be honest I wasn't even feeling tired after standing for so long.

Kay, so I left the house at 3, arrived there at about 3.30 ish, and got in 'line' (HAHAHAHAHA LINE. WHUT LINE. THERE WAS NO LINE. IT WAS A BIG BIG BIG BUNCH OF SARDINES IN AN INVISIBLE CAN) at 5. Because that's when they said we could go in. But nooooooo, I stayed in that mess of a sardine can for like an hour and some. Seriously getting squished. Like seriously. Front, back, left, right. Oh, and in the midst of that, someone up front fainted. Not supposed to be funny... but... haha. Like, wow.

So when we got inside, I literally ran to the rock zone. And my pants were falling with the camera in them. So I hooked my fingers in the belt loops to keep my shorts up, haha. I was up at the veeeeeeeery front. Just one line of people in front of me. But I was sorta like... between them? So my view wasn't obstructed at all. Oh yeaaaaaaah, me gusta alright. Ah, then I met this girl on my right. Her name's Amelia, and she's 13. She's a BANA too. And she's a CU as well. I WAS SO SHOCKED LIKE WHOAAAAA. YES SOMEONE TO SPAZZ WITH ZOMGZOMGZOMG. And she was shocked/surprised when I told her I'm 18. She said she thought I was 15, maybe 14. Ahaha. She's a bigger ELF than BANA, and she lent me a blue lightstick. I told her to not expect me to use it when B1A4's on because I'd be too busy spazzing and taking pictures and videos and such. Oh right, so as we were waiting for the concert to start, they were playing MVs on the huge screen. Needless to say I was just... insane when Beautiful Target came on. And when it was CNU's part... I just... screamed. Yeah. Normal people would've felt awkward but all I was thinking was "YEEEEES CNU ON THE SCREEN". Did I mention that when I screamed it was relatively quiet? 8D

AND THE CONCERT STARTS!

First u-

OKAY LET ME WRITE ABOUT B1A4 FIRST BECAUSE I CAN'T CONTAIN IT.

JINYOUNG WAVED TO ME OKAY. HE WAS ON STAGE AND I WAS THERE AND WAVING LIKE THE CRAZY FANGIRL I WAS AND HE WAVED BACK (probably not just to me but to everyone else too BUT LET ME BELIEVE WHAT I WANT TO OKAY. HE WAVED AT MEEEEEEEEE). I COULD'VE SWORN HE WAS LOOKING AT ME WHEN HE WAVED. HONEST! REALLY REALLY REALLY HONESTLY! GAAAAAAAH SPAZZING SO HARD, THEN AND NOW. AND THEN GONGCHAN WAS DOING AEGYO ON THE STAGE RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME AND I'M JUST LIKE ASDKJG;! AND THEN CNU WAS JUST... ASKFLJG;ALKFJSDLFKJA I COULD'VE JUST DIED HAPPY. SO... CLOSE...! AND BARO... I THINK WAS KING OF FANSERVICE OR SOMETHING. KEPT POSING DURING SONGS. LMAO. SANDUEL WAS... CHARMING. O_O MAYBE THAT'S JUST ME BECAUSE EVERYTHING TO ME AT THE WAS JUST.... BATHED IN WHITE LIGHT AND IF I SWITCHED OFF MY EARS I'D HEAR THAT "OOOOOOOO" SOUND LIKE IN MOVIES WHERE LIKE, ANGELS APPEAR FROM ABOVE OR SOMETHING.

OKAY. SO. THEY FIRST PERFORMED BEAUTIFUL TARGET. I TOTALLY FANCHANTED. A LITTLE DISAPPOINTED THOUGH, CAUSE... I ONLY HEARD MYSELF FANCHANTING, ESPECIALLY THE CHORUS BITS. LIKE WTH, MOST IMPORTANT PART! D: OH WELL. I DID MY BEST. SHOUTED TIL MY THROAT WAS SORE. AT THE END, YOU KNOW, WHEN THEY USUALLY DO THE SPROUT DANCE OR BASEBALL SCENE THING, THEY DID THE SPROUT DANCE! WHAT'S MORE, CNU WAS DOING IT RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME LIKE ZOMG I COULD'VE JUST DIED BUT THEN I WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN ABLE TO SEE THE REST OF THEIR PERFORMANCES SO I DIDN'T. THEN RIGHT AFTER THAT WAS MY LOVE. I WAS LIKE OMGOMGOMG IT'S MY LOVE OMGOMGOMOMGOMG! AND... I JUST TOTALLY FORGOT THE FANCHANTS AND PRACTICALLY SANG THE WHOLE SONG. BAHAHAHA.

After that, they talked. I... don't know what they said, to be honest. THOUGH I DID VIDEO-RECORD IT. It's scream-filled though. Like... really. All I can decipher from it was Jinyoung said something something Malaysia, CNU said something something Kuala Lumpur, and Sandeul said "We love Malaysia!" and proceeded to send us a giant heart using his arms. It was... very clearly and well spoken. ♥ And of course all of us started screaming. And Baro started fanning himself. Lol. I see that Gongchan said something too but... can't hear a thing. Actually.. all of them said a bunch of stuff which I couldn't hear properly. I think they were speaking in Korean too which... just made me not able to comprehend more. But whatever it was they said, all of us just kept on screaming. HAHAHAHA. OH OH BUT AT THE END OF IT I CAN HEAR CNU SAY "Next song is..." and I couldn't hear much. BUUUUT THEY PERFORMED ONLY LEARNED BAD THINGS NEXT SO THAT MUST BE WHAT HE SAID, RIGHT?

And lastly (IKR WHAT LASTLY? I WAS TOLD THEY'D PERFORM FIVE SONGS. FIVE! Unless I... blacked out or something at some time. I HOPE NOT.) they performed O.K.! Aaaaaaah I loved ALL of their performances. I'm not lying in the least. Being able to see all of them so up close... it was just... just... ASDIJSOIDFVSKJENRAPOJCW NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE. FOR REAL. THEY ALL LOOKED SO GORGEOUS AND REAL AND CLOSE AND RIGHT AND HNNNNNG. THEY SOUNDED UNREALISTICALLY GOOD TOO. LIKE. HOW CAN YOU SOUND SO PERFECT LIVE? LKSJDFOISNEFLKA.

I want to relive it all over again. Let me go cry now. I'll write the rest of it when I feel like it.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG WAIT THERE'S ONE MORE THING. AFTER THE END OF THE CONCERT. THE VAN. THEY WERE LEAVING. BUT THE ROAD WAS A LITTLE JAMMED. I MANAGED TO CATCH UP WITH THEM. I KINDA RAN ALONGSIDE THE VAN WHEN IT WAS MOVING (Well, it WAS moving kinda slow). AND WHEN IT STOPPED AT THIS ONE PLACE, THERE WERE'T MANY PEOPLE THERE AT ALL FOR SOME REASON AND I JUST WENT UP TO THE VAN AND WAVED LIKE A MADWOMAN WITH THIS HUGE GRIN ON MY FACE AND THEY WERE WAVING BACK AND STUFF AND GUESS HOW CLOSE I WAS TO THEIR GORGEOUS SELVES. NOT EVEN 2 METRES AWAY. LIKE. OH. MY. GAWD. STILL MENTALLY SPAZZING AT THE THOUGHT OF IT. LIKE OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG MOMENT. WANTED TO TAKE A PICTURE OR VIDEO BUT I WAS FUMBLING TOO MUCH AND I WAS JUST LIKE "WASTING TOO MUCH TIME. WILL JUST KEEP WAVING."

Every single moment I got to see these boys were the highlight of my day. If they came again, I will not hesitate to get the front most seats again for them.

Reminder to self: You were jumping up and down pretty much non-stop when they were performing. I'm sure in some people's fancams from behind you could see a jumping person. And you kept bumping into the person next to you because of your jumping. But, you apologised and he said it was no big deal so... it's alright. You continued to jump afterwards. NO REGRETS.


Nicest/Clearest picture I've taken of them. >_>
Still, my favourite would have to be the one of CNU sprout-dancing in front of me. 8DDDDDDDD

Oh my beautiful target,
You're my love.
Because of you, I didn't only learn bad things.
When I think of you, I know everything's going to be O.K.

Note to self: Nothing's better than looking at things yourself. Cameras, why you always make things look like they're so far away when they're practically RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU in real life? I will go sob now.

Labels: B1A4, MOA