I personally think that we as humans have to be pushed to our breaking points to realize what matters to us the most. I know 'To learn from others' mistakes' is a very wise saying, and I follow it myself too. But there are some instances in life when we just have to experience it for ourselves. I believe drama is a necessity of life. Without it, we wouldn't be able to fully discover who we really are and what we hold dear to ourselves. When we aren't at our breaking points, no matter how deeply we try to think about it, we still won't realise how important some things are, although we think we do know. I know that when drama happens, some people will get hurt. Maybe or maybe not physically, but most certainly emotionally.

This might make me sound like a masochist, especially right after what I've said, but I can't wait for that drama segment of my life to unfold. I want to discover who I am, what matters to me, and what I can't live without. I know I would hurt a lot emotionally, but that's alright. I still want to face it. I believe I'm a strong person. Maybe not very much on the outside, but I believe I am on the inside. I will make it through.

I should probably start writing a book on self-discovery. That seems unlikely, so I think the better option would be to start a new chapter in my life and name it 'Finding Myself & Drama Hunting.'.

Why did I practically run when I wasn't even sure it was you? Can't wait to see you again though. What's wrong with me? There are other things that should occupy my thoughts but you're there instead. I should probably stop. You have your own life to live, and I have mine, right?

Right.