Yes, you guessed it! Okay, you probably didn't guess it. What's it you ask? It is today! And today is one of those days which I, Resha Ng, feel grateful for the small number of people I have met before in my life. Especially my friends.

I did a bit of a 'What If' questioning for myself earlier today while watching a show. Basically I just asked myself one question but meh. The question was, "What if I was one of my friends?" What I meant was, how would I feel if I had a friend like myself? Myself as in crazy. Myself as in randomly dancing out of the blue, extremely loud and obnoxious and everything else that people usually see me as. Or at least what I think people see. Aaand obviously, the answer I got was "I would be embarrassed."

I mean, honestly! What kinda person would hang around with someone who speaks to strangers on a random basis, while not showing a hint of fear but oozes friendliness instead? Or if that someone screams bloody murder when she's touched, just to scare the rubbish outta her friends? Not only that, that someone has so much ego that she could share it with the world and still have enough to form some abstract thing as big as Jupiter!

So yes. I wonder. Wonder really hard. Just how do you guys (and girls, of course) do it? I can't imagine what I would do if I had a friend like me. So thanks. Thanks a lot to all of you.

Don't think my gratefulness only applies for the friends I've known in real life now! It certainly does apply to the ones I've never met in person too. I can't imagine how you cope with a hyperactive girl like me. I constantly scream bloody murder in conversations too with completely capitalized lines, messages and posts. Doesn't all that capitalization blind you or something? I figured I would be scared out of my wits if someone talked that much so furiously fast with her caps lock on all the time. Then, there's my ego case too. Except for my drawing skills of course, which genuinely suck. Okay, exaggeration there, but I really am not happy with my skills. Other than that, yeah- my ego's pretty much humongous, gigantic and whatnot.

Again, thanks. To all, and I mean all the people I've known these past sixteen years, three months and nineteen days I've lived. You rock, and deserve to know you do.

Oh, and since it's Hari Raya, the time to ask for forgiveness (I think? ...I can't believe I don't know about one of the most important festivals celebrated every year in my country!), I thought I should join in. Everyone, I'm sorry for all the wrongs I might have done in the past. Forgive me?

Haa, I figured I won't ask you. I'm just not ready to know! :3